I should have done better and I'm sorry

2021.12.06 21:36 anzu68 I should have done better and I'm sorry

I lost many of you after 2016. I wish I'd seen a therapist that day I realized I might have trauma. I wish I'd not listened when H told me not to worry. Maybe then the coldness wouldn't have happened. The random lies. The darkness. Maybe then I'd not have lost my ability to bond with others. I have become a shell. A fragment of who I once was. My light has dimmed. I'm trying to rekindle it, pick up the broken pieces, to be myself again. But I don't know if I truly can. I do intend to try though since none of you ever deserved all this. I wish I could apologize to you sincerely in person, and grant you all some closure. I wish I had been a better man.
I've made a few new friends. I'm close to one other person IRL. I'm in therapy and I've become a lot more stable and slowly I've regained my light and kindness. Maybe one day I'll be whole again and a good person once more. Perhaps one day I can make it up to you all. I'm very sorry. About everything. You all deserved better. I never meant to hurt you and I wish I never did. Especially you, S.
(Posting this here because I can never send this even though I wish I could).
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2021.12.06 21:36 Illustrious-Piano-95 Beaked Salmon (T5) Stats will be in comments shortly.

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2021.12.06 21:36 Nergal971 Camioness Kaiser

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2021.12.06 21:36 MathWhizTeen A day in the life of a high school senior...

All the events below happened just TODAY, Monday, December 6th.
English class:
My project group and I are conversing about random stuff while our teacher is busy working with another group (off task, I know, but that's what high school teens do.) We joke about how everybody gained 20 pounds during COVID remote learning last year, and I jokingly complain that I'm going to gain another 15 pounds next year in college (freshman 15). Oh, how will I ever get into shape??
My groupmates' answer? "Just get a girlfriend! You will feel like you are floating on air with her and you will want to do anything for her! Trust us, it works."
Not only do I NOT like girls, but what does having a girlfriend even have to do with losing weight??
Lunchtime:
I am sitting with my friends, and one of our classmates, who I will call L in this post, comes up in conversation. You see, L began using they/them pronouns last year, but few people in our grade actually take it seriously. My friends start referring to them with she/her pronouns (they were assigned female at birth), so I lightly corrected them. However, one responded with "but isn't 'they' supposed t be plural?", "I don't like talking about gender politics" and "Let's just move on to a different topic already!" -_-
Computer Science Class:
I get a news alert on my computer (I use my personal computer for class) that a man was arrested for plotting a terrorist attack at next year's NYC Pride Parade. Simply no words.
After school, in the courtyard:
I overhear a couple of boys talking to each other. One says that he accidentally put on his younger brother's pants, because they are too small on him. The other one jokes "is your brother gay? cuz those pants are like tights!" And the first one says "Nah, but these pants sure are gay!" \facepalm**
My school's GSA? Ran by a straight, white, cisgender, upper class male. Mostly attended by other cishet people who want to look good on their college applications. Little to no actual queer presence (just me and one other person) there, super ironically.
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My life at school is not a total nightmare, but this homophobic and transphobic shit is getting fucking annoying to listen to. Every. Single. Fucking. Day.
I am lucky to have a support network of friends, queer and straight, who have my back no matter what happens. But I know a lot of young queer kids don't.
This is the kind of stuff that brings queer kids to use drugs or act out.
This is the kind of stuff that brings queer kids to commit suicide.
It's time that this all just stopped. Be respectful to one another. It is not that difficult.
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2021.12.06 21:36 SouljaDad My GameCube Collection (Hiding away in my closet!)

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2021.12.06 21:36 Low-Wall-9521 Accidentally drove off with gas pump in car

So, I was at the gas station with my son and he wanted to to get a snack so we went in the store while the gas was pumping. We were running late already and I was in a hurry when we came back out to the car and I completely forgot to take the gas pump out. I heard it and I looked out the window and immediately realized what happened. I backed up and took the hose out and put it on the ground next to the pump. I went to go tell them what happened but there were like 6 employees in the store and I just panicked and froze and walked back out and drove away. Has anyone else done this? What happens?
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2021.12.06 21:36 Dr_Singularity A chemical isolated from grape seed extract prolongs the lifespans of old mice by 9% by clearing out their old, worn-out cells. The treatment also seems to make the mice physically fitter and reduces the size of tumours when used alongside chemotherapy to treat cancer

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2021.12.06 21:36 ed25ca Those with TP9SF 4.46 barrel (non elite)

What iwb holster have you found?
All I can see is Elite and SFX appendix holsters from most manufacturers. I found an SA but it has different dimensions than the SF.
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2021.12.06 21:36 clip_mirror_bot Myth’s Ludwig impression

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2021.12.06 21:36 CopperSavant Nice! I shoulda bought more.

Nice! I shoulda bought more.
I tried way too long to line that up and shoulda just fucking bought like 10,000 but oh well. I'll settle for some internet points and LFG instead.
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2021.12.06 21:36 LordOrochimaruChan Ahh, I love this meme.

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2021.12.06 21:36 1000000students More than 90% of federal workers got a COVID-19 vaccine shot by the deadline : NPR

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2021.12.06 21:36 megaschlong420 PP CUP

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2021.12.06 21:36 onsEWLiT This is a beautiful of my husband's home city

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2021.12.06 21:36 Successful_Ad_8218 MD/PHD

Can someone explain this program to me? Are these extremely competitive or is it the same difficulty as just medical school? How do you possibly balance both types of schools? Also, what types of PhDs can you get in these programs?
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2021.12.06 21:36 Used-Ad-2257 Nice guy saying women deserve being stalked and possibly killed.

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2021.12.06 21:36 JohnBlascowicz Which returning weapon are you most excited for?

Eyasluna...
1000 Yard Stare...
Matador 64...
GJALLARHORN...
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2021.12.06 21:36 scared2Fartt Mystery box. Need help picking. Buddy and I went in on a box. Newer to sport and don’t know anything about disc mania discs.

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2021.12.06 21:36 stevenc37 Is this even any good?

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2021.12.06 21:36 thingstooverthink New at the gym and have 0 experience. I have a couple of questions. Thanks :)

I. Should I do small home workouts (push ups, planks etc) on the days where I don't go to the gym? I go 2-3 times a week.
II. Should I always do cardio and weight training, or alternating, or one week this, the next week the other?
III. How do I know what kind of training is right for me? I can't gauge how certain exercises will affect my body.
IV. Do people get naked in the showelocker room or should I cover up?
V. Is it weird to watch people use a machine or do an exercise I'm not familiar with yet and to learn the correct form?
VI. Should I eat before or after the gym?
Thanks for helping me out :)
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2021.12.06 21:36 Channa_Argus1121 So it’s the same type of stand as Tusk.

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2021.12.06 21:36 Snoo_40410 To the Americans of Reddit, what does the Confederate Flag mean to you?

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2021.12.06 21:36 CrimsonRaven7 Friend got this message when trying to log into their account. They can’t access their orders or anything now. My friend just ordered something for 1k and is worried the money is just gone. Any insight on this?

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2021.12.06 21:36 high_sunrise [Pre] $150 for repayment of $200 on 12/15 to u/loaner4u

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